Sunny Sunday – Inspired by Forgiveness

Where is your light today? What is leading you? What is giving you hope? Joy? Where are you letting your light shine?

This is adapted from a posting I am doing today at IntotheBardo.wordpress.com

This week in my church, it has been filled with conflict and dissension. That makes for a tough week! Let me clarify - structurally, from the upper echelon of the decision-making bodies, there has been a reinforcement of codified discrimination and what I think is just pig-headed wrongness. Ha! I am not feeling very charitable at all. I always have the choice of staying within the system or leaving. But leaving does not really move the ball forward for me. Why? Because my basic anthropology is that we are all connected. Even if I left this system and surrounded myself with folks that were just like me (how irritating that would be!), I am still connected to the people that I find the most frustrating.

Harrumph.

So my light and inspiration as embodied in my church is dim. Or is it? It really isn't the church that holds my light. What is more inspirational is the thoughts of reconciliation, peace, justice that can be enacted within the church but as embodied by my faith in a loving and just Creator. Sometimes I describe this as "the church now but not yet." We can see a glimpse of the holy community acting in one when we see things like volunteers coming together to bring relief to the Philippines (like with UMCOR). That is the connected body working in unison for loving action in the world. That's what church should be. That's inspiration.

Unfortunately, the connected body doesn't always act with loving kindness. This has been such a week where you want to rail against the powers that be and ask, "How dare you?!" Such a week where lines are drawn and you are on one side or the other and never the twain shall meet. Where the connected body is working mightily to not only break the connection but to break one another. Disheartening.

Then, I discovered this exercise written by Troy Bronson in his book Drawn In. It is an exercise for integration and forgiveness. Or perhaps forgiveness and integration. I am fairly certain that full integration is not possible without forgiveness! At any rate, I have adapted his exercise and now I offer it to you as a spiritual practice to aid in integrating those people that drive us bananas.

Take a piece of paper and fold it in half twice so that you have four quadrants. In the bottom right list your enemies: those who mean harm to you and your family; those who are politically opposed to what you are for; those who persecute you and others associated with your causes and passions.

In the bottom left list your friends: advocates for those associated with your religious, political, or social causes. Write all of this so that both groups are at the bottom of the page, with only a crease separating them.

On the Horizon (c) 2013, Terri Stewart
On the Horizon (c) 2013, Terri Stewart

Now, draw a horizontal line to separate both groups from the empty top half of the page. Read this adapted version of Psalm 121.

I look to the hills!
Where will I find help?
It will come from the immense force that created the stars, sun, sky,
And earth.

You are protected by Love,
And Love will not sleep
Or stumble
Or snooze.
Love always is.
Protecting you,
Standing at your right side,

The Tree shades us from the sun
The sun will not harm you
Nor will the Moon.
Protecting you,
Keeping you safe from
All Dangers.

The incredible creative force
That was, that is, that shall be
Is with you.
Now and always.
Wherever you go.

Reflect on the line, “I look to the hills!” and imagine that the line you’ve drawn is a horizon line made by hills way off at the distance. Imagine your friends and your enemies looking into a future where all things are met with love, justice, and mercy. Where the separating walls between these two groups are healed and taken down. Where the grievances are forgiven. Where they gaze lightly upon one another and see beloved rather than the other.

Now, offer your thoughts to love and reconciliation choosing to step forward into the hills that were once a divider, but now, as we all step into them, cocoon us in beauty.

Adapted from Ephesians 2:11-22

Don’t forget that you used to be the other! The enemy! They used to call you crude and rude. You were a foreigner in this land with no understanding of tradition. You had no hope and were held far away from life giving love.

Creative, responsive love unites all in peace! Breaking down the laws that separate us – that separated us. Following religious rules that are not grounded in loving kindness is not helpful! We all suffer, feel pain. But we are all one, one body united together. We are in this one life together.

You are no longer a stranger or an enemy! You are beloved. Just as those you persecute are beloved. All who went before you are the foundation for who you are today. And it is held together by Love and grown into holy ground where Loving Kindness dwells.

You are part of that holy ground.
You are holy ground.
They are holy ground.
We are Holy Ground.

There is no near and no far.
There is only here.
Be one.
Be.

Shalom and Amen,

Terri

...

#sunday #spiritualpractice #light #hope #joy

© 2013, post and photos, Terri Stewart, all rights reserved

No comments yet, be the first to leave one!

You must be logged in to post a comment.