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ghost town

Week 35 Poetry Rally Awards for Ghost Town
Jingle Poetry Rally Awards for Ghost Town

ghost town

small, still voice of wind,
tossing my tumbleweed-thoughts
that roll through a ghost town.

here, my safety has been
abandoned to the rats and mice
that hide from revelation,
distrusting that light
so much that they will not stay
and visit. the locks and guns
have been jammed by mud-caked
memories of injustice,
in the sheriff’s office.

the hollow-hallow notes of the
player-piano silent
except for the collapsing
frame that drops pieces of itself
crashing onto the discordant keys,
creating a nightmare sound of
happiness twisted into grief,
twisted into a mockery of joy,
in the saloon.

the telegraph does not speak
into the future, the wires
have frayed and disconnected
from the source of consolation,
reality has dissolved letters of love
or news of the war and the
beloved sears & roebuck catalog,
in the post-office.

the ghost town disgusts me.
especially when the wind is
blowing and changing all that
i know into something unknown
ripping the roof apart and causing
the cacophony of noises to come
in from all directions telling
me, what?  untrustworthy voice!

so small and still or
so big and booming

telling me to tear the walls apart
bare-handed until my fingers
become bloody stubs and
yet you insist that i see you,
listen to you, the wind destroying
the small community of barn owls
and bats that i have built in my
ghost town.  i do not want to hear
you.  the owls and bats are my
saving grace.

Terri Stewart, Dec. 2010

Agreement 4 Thursday Poets Rally Week 35 Participants

Thursday Poets Rally Week 35 (December 16-22)

Note:  this musing was brought on by contemplating what it means to be spiritual and to have had experiences of mental illness.  The desire to listen to an inner voice, an outer voice, any voice! is held in tension with a deep distrust of voices.  What language do we put around spiritual talk (in an inter-faith community) when voice is compromised?  I think this led to the answer...owls and bats.  The sustainers. 


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